loving under the stars

Lovers loving under the stars

Lovers loving with the breeze

gently caressing each others bodies

         Moon above 

Lighting their bodies

         Stars above

 Lighting their bodies

Arms and legs entwined

In loving embrace

       Holding

       Touching

Feeling the emotional needs 

      not only the physical

Feeding the emotional needs

      Loving always

     Will it be again ?

       Doubts creeping in

    More and more each day

     Am I doing as I should ?

  Am I making more mistakes?

Should I leave or should I go?

     Fear is always there

     Anger growing daily

    The more we struggle

       The more we hurt

    The more my babies hurt

    The more double creep in

Yet my love is as strong as ever

My desire to be a forever family has not changed.

My desire to help that happen has not changed.

I know in my heart if I walk away it wont happen.

So I stay 

 I pray I am doing as I should.

            I listen for answers

I don’t know If I am getting them any longer

    There is so much confusion in my mind I cant hear the still small voice

           There is so much yelling in my mind

so many other voices arguing and telling me what to do

I can not find the Spirit to lead me ahead

    Oh Dear Lord please quiet them all

    Leave me only with the spirit I must hear

        Quiet the remaining

          Take them away

But all through it the only thing I am positive of

      The one thing never wavering

        is my love for you

           Still there

          Still strong

            Forever

     Eternally strong

    Eternally bound