The anger enfolds me
wraps tightly around me
suffocating, drowning
leaving all thoughts of happiness and peace behind me
like another time, another life, another person
in a far away land
I sit back and I watch what once was my life
falling apart, ripped to pieces
shattering like a glass on the floor
tears stream down my face till the emotion is gone
a shell left with no feeling
no hurt or anger, no love or happiness
only a shell
the emptiness enfolds me, suffocating the life from me,
wraps me safely in a cocoon
protecting me
yet hurting me in ways I have yet to understand
watching my life pass me by